I really partied Saturday night, and it was fun but I still had a voice in my head saying ?What the fuck are you doing?! I mean what t the hell is my problem? I know I don?t want to be a drunk!
This coming up weekend I am helping to host a benefit and I know everyone will be drinking. I am taking my meds this week and going to use the excuse that I am working the benefit so I better not drink or I will lose all the money!
I am so mad at myself for letting AL take over my life. I am a great person and fully focused without it.
I hope with the strength of God and MWO?I will get through this!!!
Thanks for listening
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