So... here is a new attempt. A few weeks ago some of you suggested that I keep a journal of accountability. That is the purpose of this thread. I have to come here everyday to be successful. Even if it's only for a few minutes.
I'm so mad at myself today. It is my wedding anniversary. I should be happy and looking forward to a great dinner with my husband tonight. Since it is our 5th anniversary I bought him a kick-ass gift (tickets to the 2014 US Open... he a HUGE golf fan). But because I'm an idiot, I drank... nee chugged... a bottle of wine last night, ended up being a total bitch, gave him his gift early and not in a nice fashion and I don't remember how the evening ended up. He didn't speak to me much this morning. I feel like an absolutely horrible wife. Oh, and this is typical me. So this isn't the first time.
So I've got to stop. Today is day one. I'm feeling very ashamed and vulnerable. But I'm going to do it this time. So here is the folly of MS.
Much love and strength to everyone. :h
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