I don't feel so alone now!

[free at last]

I don't feel so alone now!

Oh yeah, the only time I have been in a car accident in the past 25 years was when I was looking back. Ran right into the guy in front of me. (This was last week).

[Live_Love_Learn]

I don't feel so alone now!

OHNO FAL! Hope you were both ok!! I've been out of touch over the weekend wrapped up in boring mundane house chores so I haven't been here, I missed it though!
What a fun weekend! I totally got wrapped up in housework and cleaning up the yard, its been 6 weeks since my BF visited and he arrives this Friday!! I can't wait to see him again, this time AF!!!!!! I'm not actually nervous, I think it will be great!!
So another weekend AF!! Can we feel any better?? I guess!! I have to somehow figure out how to fit excercise into my crazy regime!!!

[Live_Love_Learn]

I don't feel so alone now!

Woken up super happy today..... Just so excited to be alive and live in a gorgeous place and love my job, thank you universe, you've blessed me

[free at last]

I don't feel so alone now!

What a great post -- the AF time is opening up all kinds of gratitude.

[Live_Love_Learn]

I don't feel so alone now!

Thanks FAL! Its a rollercoaster of emotions some days but there is so much to be grateful for! It helps that my BF is finally home afetr about 6 weeks!! I'm missing him like crazy so now I'm just super excited I get to spend a whole weekend with him

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I don't feel so alone now!

Well I had a lovely AF weekend with my boyfriend who left today.

Actually- I will be honest, I was depressed and spent the weekend depressed but hopefully didn't let on to him. I'm pretty sure I'm going to lose my job so I'm scared out of my wits because the last thing I want to do is make my poor bloody parents have to help me out with loan reapyments & bills.......... WTF do I do??? When your boss sits there and tries to blame you for his mistakes, someone has to be the scapegoat so I know it will be me. Its not like anyone has sat down and told me what I have to do, what the processes are, no, just figure the fucking thing out yourself mate, your a fucking Manager.................. awesome, well heres a tip, when you start someone new, to ensure you help them succeed you should really help them understand what you want, how the company runs and what processes you follow................ simple, but hey, lets just act like I'm the fucking idiot.

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I don't feel so alone now!

I've been laying low, still AF but need to get back here, will focus on that after the weekend, I'm so busy!!

[witts end]

I don't feel so alone now!

hello live love learn
I'll have cut it short 3L's
glad your still hanging in there
sorry your having problems at work

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I don't feel so alone now!

Hey there WE! I'm hanging in there, but I know I need this site otherwise I will just take teh lazy route and drink!!
Fridays, who doesn't love them?? I've got a fun weekend where I plan on taking my fur kids for the first road trip since my littloe girl had her operstion and was confined indoors for 10 weeks so I'm super excited!!!!!!!! Other than that I'm going to do housework and get back on track food wise, I feel like I'm becoming a giant blimp!!!!!!!!!! Whats with that, how come some people get to be slim and then others, like me, get stuck with big guts and boobs- oh thats right, its because I eat too much HAHA!!! Go figure, you can't win them all!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hope everyone had a fabulous 4th of July!!! Enjoy the rest of your weekends XO

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I don't feel so alone now!

Well I'm off the wagon, guess thats obvious since I havent been posting but after a lot of thought I think I realise I'm totally burnt out!! I'm trying to work full time, travel 2- 3 hours a day, live on 5 acres and look after a house on my own after going through a horrendous time trying to get away from a horrible relationship..... and I wonder why I'm anxious every day and convinced I'm going to lose my job!! I can't deliver the work I take pride in delivering while I'm in this state and I need rest, I need to relax and I WANT TO LIVE!!!!!!!!!!! I want to be AF and eat healthy and get my strength back so I stop being so damn hard on myself and tell myself I'm a failure. I accept now I could do much better at work but I wont while I'm not sleeping and stressing over losing my job........ every day I'm here my head is just messy because I'm tired and anxious, sure I'm going to feel humiliated and like I've let them down but I really want a break to let myself heal.