I have day one af again

[rednose]

Hi All,

I made it. I am now getting ready to go back to Maine to bury my step brother and to go see my mom in the nursing home. This has always been a trigger for me but I am going to stay in touch on my new little IPAD. I will stay in touch as much as possible and I am going to remain af.
Thank god I don't have any long layovers heading east. Air ports have been a trigger in the past.. Oh bullshit everything can be a trigger if you want to drink. I don't want to drink and I am going to make it through today first and worry about tomorrow when it arrives.

Thank you all for your support in Advance


rednose

[learningtolovewinter]

I have day one af again

oh boy, good luck rednose. I will be visiting my mom as well soon and feel for you.
stay close to this site, it should help. wishing u the best....

[K9Lover]

I have day one af again

Good luck Red!

I know you can do this, because you WANT to do it and that is the strongest weapon we have...the DESIRE to be sober.

Have safe travels, and please do stay connected to us!

K9

[Lavande]

I have day one af again

Good for you rednose!

So sorry for your loss, were you close with your step brother?
As far as parental related stress & drinking triggers.....a lot of us have been there too. You are not alone with those feelings

Stay in touch with your iPad - love mine!
You can do this

Lav

[matchee]

I have day one af again

I'm on day one too. Finally had the guts to take Antabuse so I won't feel temptation to slip.

I know i haven't been here in a while but I've continued to drink to the point of embarassment and endangering my kids. Wife filed for divorce. I moved out... Started going to AA for a week then quit and found a lady who would bring me booze to use me for money. Finally went to the doctor, kicked that lady to the curb and now if i drink its not just going to hurt everyone else- it will hurt me too.



This is the first day of the new me!!!!

[Flossie]

I have day one af again

You should be so very proud of yourself, I know how hard it is to get that
one day AF back so well done.

I am sorry for what you are having to deal with so please stay strong.

much love Flossie xx

[Siren136]

I have day one af again

Hey Rednose - Just checking in to see how it's going. Hope you are making it through. I'm sending strength over the wire to you.

[FreeFly]

I have day one af again

Thinking of you Rednose :l

:hiya: Matchee. Well done on day 1 :l

[Siren136]

I have day one af again

Hi Matchee - sorry to have missed you - flew by and didn't do a proper read back.

Good job - AB really will hurt you if you drink while taking it, so do be very careful with it. Having said that, AB is the biggest, maybe only, reason I have been sober for the last 38 days. It's a great tool!