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Free hope you are doing well, it's wonderful that you are committed on the AF path and that a slip won't send you tumbling into the abyss, it's definitely a process , I think many of us are learning that as we take this journey..Hope you get some relaxing time for you soon..On a mission, and the only option is success. My family and I deserve a better life, an AF life.:h
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Quake girl, love your tag line, it is most definitely not easy, trying to find a way to persevere! Hope you are doing well free...On a mission, and the only option is success. My family and I deserve a better life, an AF life.:h
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Hi all, quick note to let you know I am home, AF, and doing well. Been sleeping for 12 hours each night, mainly to recover from an intense three weeks of work. Had a major workshop on Thursday and company from Friday until today. Just now getting laundry done and off to a movie with my husband. Learned that I will not have 2.5 weeks home but rather will be on a plane again on Tuesday, home on Thanksgiving. Tomorrow I should be able to read and post. Thanks for sending thoughts my way.
Warmest,Free at Last
"What you seek is seeking you." -- Rumi
Highly recommend this video
http://www.ted.com/talks/brene_brown_on_vulnerability.html
July 19, 2013 -- the beginning of being Free at Last
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free at last;1583674 wrote:
-- am pleased that I have come this far on my AF journey, given the obstacles in my journey. Rather, I view it as talking a slight diversion down the wrong path. I will say that I am more committed than ever to living an AF life. This constant road warrior work environment is not healthy for me, especially as I work to maintain my sobriety.
Just popping in to say hello and i think you're a star and i'm in your corner. Wishing you a safe, sober and magical week ahead.
G force.
'I am part of all that I have met, yet all experience is an arch wherethro', gleams that untravelled world whose margins fade, forever and forever when I move'
Zen soul Warrior. Freedom today-
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Thanks, Mr. G, and everyone else for your encouragement. I tell myself that the constant travel, the meals with work colleagues, and clients, or meals alone in a VIP lounges is a lot to overcome. I am just so grateful to have known the joy of being AF for a significant period of time and continue to pursue my goal of a joyous AF life.
On a plane tomorrow, back on Thanksgiving for a few days and then one more long gig this year, followed by a month off with my husband. 2014 brings only four more trips and then this consulting gig is over. Will be able to develop some consistency in my daily routines.
Thanks to all for your encouragement.Free at Last
"What you seek is seeking you." -- Rumi
Highly recommend this video
http://www.ted.com/talks/brene_brown_on_vulnerability.html
July 19, 2013 -- the beginning of being Free at Last
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Free, Keep up the fantastic effort! You are doing great, inspiring many of us at the MWO
Enjoy the month off, you deserve some relaxation , my guess you won't be traveling anywhere
:lOn a mission, and the only option is success. My family and I deserve a better life, an AF life.:h
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Thanks, Halo. I just keep plodding along as best I can. After 24 hours in transit, am now back in Africa. Came back from dinner to a bottle of complimentary wine in my room. No temptation whatsoever today -- I broke my string of AF days last trip and don't want to go down that rabbit hole. Also, took a good dose of AB before I departed so that will keep me on the straight and narrow for the next week.
Also, I continue to wake up so grateful that I didn't drink the night before. A lovely feeling.Free at Last
"What you seek is seeking you." -- Rumi
Highly recommend this video
http://www.ted.com/talks/brene_brown_on_vulnerability.html
July 19, 2013 -- the beginning of being Free at Last
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Work dinner tonight and no temptation for any wine. Having taken the AB sure helps stop any thoughts of "just one" dead in their tracks. It's late here and I still have some work to crank out but checking in to say all is well with me.Free at Last
"What you seek is seeking you." -- Rumi
Highly recommend this video
http://www.ted.com/talks/brene_brown_on_vulnerability.html
July 19, 2013 -- the beginning of being Free at Last
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Hi Free, great going. I just landed back home tonight after a 2 city trip. Home for 4 nights, then off again. So I totally relate. I have completely broken the airport lounge connection. Last thing I want to do is drink, flying makes me feel so shitty, anyway. But hotel lounges...they present a challenge. I am in awe of your tenacity in the face of really hard, exhausting and lonely stuff.
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Thanks, Quakegirl. I appreciate having fellow road warriors' encouragement. It's a very different kind of temptation. Right now, I am in the VIP lounge and others have already started Sat afternoon drinks. I had to have my dear husband talk me through computer surgery as my computer completely shut down. Talk about being isolated!
Tomorrow I am off to another country for a big meeting. Learned this week, I will not be going home for Thanksgiving but rather to yet another country for high-level events. Fortunately, I convinced my dear husband to fly to third country to meet me so we'll have a few days together. So, what I thought was an 8 day gig has now turned into another 24 day assignment. But, then I am "off" for an entire month after that.
Continue to remain AF, but also taking AB every 4-5 days rather than the 7-10 days I was doing before my "glimpse at the path leading to the dark side" As long as I TTDP (to quote k9 "take the damn pill") my resistance is stronger. Figure when I am no longer exposed, daily, to free alcohol that it may be a little easier for me. Now off to get some exercise and treat myself to a massage.
I know that you are dealing with your own stresses, especially your mom's health, so appreciate your words of encouragement.
All bestFree at Last
"What you seek is seeking you." -- Rumi
Highly recommend this video
http://www.ted.com/talks/brene_brown_on_vulnerability.html
July 19, 2013 -- the beginning of being Free at Last
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Hi Free
Sorry to hear you're not going home for Thanksgiving but am glad hubby will be joining you.. And then one month off!! Yay!!
Good to see that you didn't let one night throw you off track.
XxxxAF since Halloween 2016
Trying to kill my Wine Witch! :smileyb:
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