Today is 8 days AF..Saturday was my nieces bridal shower, full of booze but I stayed strong and drank my club soda and tonic and it helped that my brother 2 yrs AF showed up and gave me support. It wasnt that bad as I have it etched in my brain that I am going 30 days AF.
For the past two nights I have had dreams that I drank. The first one I had a sip of wine and said hey I cant be drinking and put it down. Last night in my dream I was in Key West by myself, had a drink in hand knowing I shouldnt but noone was there to snitch or see me so I gulped it down then felt horrible. Anyone else have these dreams? Weird.
I am feeling ok, believe me I do want to go have a drink, wishing I could have JUST ONE but know that I cant even try it yet.
So I am gonna keep on trucking, reading here and posting, working out everyday and taking care of ME!
Thanks for being here!:thanks:
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