However I now do not really think of alcohol and certainly have no physical cravings for it.
But I used to drink everyday and think about it all day"in a good way and bad" now that that has gone I feel like a part of me is missing almost like I am in mourning. I can imagine this is how you would feel if you lifelong wife had died, I feel lost and keep hoping in a strange way it will come back.
In all the years I had thought about not drinking I never imagined a feeling like this would appear .
I really do feel empty and like a big part of me has gone :O(
Is this the bit where you start a new life and do new things with new people to take up your time or is it just me.
I was talking to some life long friends yesterday about things people had done when they were drunk yesterday almost as though | was looking through an old photo album of alcohol OMG
Please tell me this the the letting go period or something and I have not gone mad?
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