I completed 30 days of being AF. In last 15 years or so I have never been AF so long my last record was 11 days. I must thanks all in MWO support and most importantly encouragemen without which I wpuld never have made it so far.
I have heard from all of you about avoiding triggers and situations which might tempt me to drink. I was hard for me as I was drinking everywhere - when in town, when away. When in car or in flight. At home in hotel etc etc. It became my favorite pass time as I was not drinking myself but as If I am offering myself to AL on daily basis.
Every outing whether out with friends or family or even driving with kids in car I was drunk. When my first child was born I was high when my second one I drank more. Looking back it makes me sick.
Last 30 days I travelling to same placed where I had history of drinking alone and drinking a lot. But controlled myself.
This month I will be attending conference in Las Vegas and will be in NYC teo places I had travelled in past with sole objective of drinking in past.
Need your support as my mind has still not acceoted that I will never drink again.
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