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[trinity8753]

OK so i find myself sat again with a bottle of rum and a bit of coke ( im trying to measure how much coke i have so that i can mix, only one can and paniking...) Ive told my partner to go to bed which he has done but thats only because i want the alone time with the rum so that i can drink it all. he has to work in the morning and ive jsut finished nights so im using the excuse of my body clock being all fucked up so im staying up. the reality is i want to drink....ive been here before, i dont want to do this anymore. i believe i am what is being reffered to nowadays as a functioning alcoholic??? I drink all the time, i drink to get drunk, i will finish whatever is left..... i need help:new:

[trinity8753]

fourth registration and brand spanking new again!!

AND im still here, still fucking pissed...............

[trinity8753]

fourth registration and brand spanking new again!!

sorry i am a drunken embarrasment

[Samstone]

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Hey Trinity
Glad you are here. Once you've settled down, try letting go of that damn bottle, drain in the sink, be done with it. We're here for you, you have to figure out what you want and is best done with a clear head.

Newbie's Nest is a good place to read and get a feel for what folks are going through, some are new and some have been there awhile and some have there awhile and are starting anew.
Stay in touch and read read
Sam

[trinity8753]

fourth registration and brand spanking new again!!

thanks Sam ... i really feel like i need a hand

[Samstone]

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Trinity
I saw you posted in the roll call section, Here's the link to the Nest. Read what Byrdie and Lav have to say, find their posts, they are well worth the read.

https://www.mywayout.org/community/f1...988-30074.html.
Sam

[little beagle]

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Give yourself one first. Get rid of the alcohol. Tomorrow check out the newbies nest, introduce yourself and make tomorrow your day one. Like everyone else here you have to start somewhere. Why not there?

[YouKayBee]

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Functioning alcoholic is a con, I don't like the term at all.

[MossRose]

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Trinity, I responded to you in the nest, but wanted to reiterate, that we will be here for you. If I read this right, you are working an odd shift. So maybe you should try to eat something. And please, just think about pouring that poison down the drain and getting some sleep. After you are feeling better, post a bit of your story, so we can all get to know you better. Take care of yourself tonight, okay? As Little Beagle says - tomorrow can be your Day One!!

[MossRose]

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UK - I'm with you. It's an oxymoron.

[Rahulthesweet]

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Trinity

Welcome I would advice you that for first few days eat a lot and make sure that your stomach is full. This is a good way to reduce your carvings.