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[Miley]

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Hey Sparkles....glad to see you are feeling good! Have a great day...sounds like you will be busy!

[Mick]

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hiya sparkles ..you ok? I am out tomorrow so will just be posting if and when I can..in the meantime ..you stick with it..and have a great day

[sparkles143]

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Thanks Mick for posting ... Chris got a hotel to break away tonight from chores no kids tonight. Free happy hour... Drinking iced tea and some beers. Wish me luck ! Trying hard!

[Mick]

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Sparkles..more iced tea ..less beers youll be sound

[sparkles143]

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I had more beers than iced tea. Feeling ehhh it was the perfect storm free happy hour meeting people and chatting at the pool! Now I feel yucky today. Have a dr appt tomorrow to talk with an addiction nurse. I would be OK with social drinking but no alcohol during the week. I don't know I'm confused and lost a bit.

[K9Lover]

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Hi Sparkles!
Sorry your appointment was a let down. I assume there was no medication prescribed? You know, AA has online meetings where you "chat" in real time...you could consider that maybe? And of course...stay CLOSE to us here...we will do whatever we can to help!

[sparkles143]

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K9 I didn't know about the online AA.
No meds... You have to enter the program in order to get an Rx.

[K9Lover]

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Hi Sparky

You're in So. Cali? I am in Central Cali and I am not in a program. Go to another doctor!!! Never just settle...you have options!! When I lived in So. Cali I was on meds too, so I know. Do not give up...fight for your sobriety...there are doctors that will help without all the "conditions"....

I got both my DUI's in Southern California...UGH! Let's just say that Los Angeles County Jail is no Disneyland. :H

[sparkles143]

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Hi all I cant believe its been about a week since I posted. I am doing really well.... so busy with everything going on at home I havent had time to waste any time with a hangover. Doing really good... feeling good. I have had a few drinks but nothing crazy and nothing when the kids are around. I hope everyone out there is doing well too... Heres to a fabulous week filled with lots of iced tea )))

[sparkles143]

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Feeling really good this week very busy and drinking lots of iced tea. Hope everyone is doing well !!

[sparkles143]

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Doing bad

[broken halo]

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What's wrong Sparkles?

[sparkles143]

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I have been losing track here...time to start fresh again just really ticked off at myself. Nothing drama just i think I embarrased myself at a community event this weekend, too nervous to ask anyone my husband said I was fine but I help put this event on and I will see these people all the time. Darnit I am so upset that I think I didnt keep it under control I had every intention.

[NoSugar]

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Hi, Sparkles

It gets so much easier when you can admit to yourself that this is not controllable for you (and me and most people who find their way to MWO). If you aren't ready to say you're done forever, why don't you commit to a 30 day trial and see how you feel at the end of that time?

I'm sorry you are feeling embarrassed about your behavior. It is an awful state to be in. The good news is you can change your life and never have to experience this kind of regret again. It is worth the discomfort and struggle to get there.

All the best to you, NS

[sparkles143]

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well i would be on day 2. i have to try for the 30 days, i know after day 4 or 5 i will feel so amazing and then i will get fake confidence. the only way to feel that good is not go back. it would be so worth it.