Here we go again....

[Softy]

Some here may remember me and sigh at the sight of (yet another) sob story from me, so I will spare you any back story. Day Two today and I know from experience I can give AL free life a real good go but lurking and not posting is not the answer. I will share how I get on and be honest with my postings. I don't want to take advantage of the good nature of the people here as I have done before. But I am hoping that interaction will help support my efforts. Onwards and upwards. ODAT:blah:

[JackieClaire]

Here we go again....

Welcome back Softy,

Guess who's still here, :angelgirl:.

Do you want or need to talk about what brought you back or just get back into working on getting a good bit of AF time under your belt.

Re-visit to the Tool Box.

https://www.mywayout.org/community/f1...box-27556.html

and get into the Newbies Nest.

And post and post and then post some more. Honestly it helps, says the woman with nigh on 26 thousand posts.

[Softy]

Here we go again....

Thanks JC i have been having a good read in the toolbox. I understand my triggers with the booze and I am confident that i will be ok today. Tomorrow and Tuesday after work at 8pm will be my bad times. Then I will be ok until i struggle at the weekend. If I can get to this time next week on Day 9 I will be sorted for a long stint off the pop with the help of the "MWO Massive" of course! Fortunately I can moderate for long periods but then feel it start to spiral downwards. I am lucky enough to have learned from the good folks here that I can stop the spiral and get back on track with a long spell of sobriety. I kid myself into believing I can moderate so guess I will see how I get on this time and try very hard not to go back, but as everyone knows, that is not as easy as it sounds.

[broken halo]

Here we go again....

I saw your post in the Nest. Please stay with us. I think MWO works for so many reasons, your journey, mine, JC's we are all interlinked. I was a whiny assed brat last night, now my head is screwed on again. Thanks to all of the people who reacted, spoke to me, pm'ed me, I am sober. You will be too:l