8 days

[13sept]

Morning sorry haven't stopped by but I have survived a week af
Weekend here again to test me
I'm nervy and edgy been eating lollies and chocolates like there's no tomorrow
I'm hoping everything will settled down
I was drinking 1-2 bottles wine a night
I live with people who are heaven drinkers
It will be a rough road all up hill I hope
I need this to keep me accountable :thanks:

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8 days

Hi 13S. Like you it is now Friday here and my mind is thinking the same AL thoughts. Not sure why Friday gives us the right to drink as like you i used to do the one to two bottles a night and did not matter what day it was as long as it ended in a Y. I am trying to make a plan of Saturday going to the markets as nothing worse than going there with a hangover. In my vivid imagination i am telling myself now Saturday seems good for a drink and then thinking when i get to saturday that i will think Sunday seems great and hopefully get through the whole weekend without a drop of AL. Funny how our thoughts work but the thought of trying to function with AL in me is really not enticing me to drink. Think about all those times hungover and how awful you felt the next day, if you do drink you will probably feel 10 times worse and guilty and regretful and the list goes on.

I will be thinking of you 13S and hope to see you around.