44 days so and now back to the pit

[Rahulthesweet]

Hello All,

I guess I owe apology to you all ... I have let you all down especially those who supported me ... Could not be strong enough to resist have drank 3 times since last 5 days ....

Dont feel good feel fat again .... :upset:

[little beagle]

44 days so and now back to the pit

Rahul just get back up and keep going. The important thing is to not give up. We are still on your side. Just remember how wonderful it feels to be af. :l

[Sake123]

44 days so and now back to the pit

Hey Rahul - I am very sorry to hear that this awful sucky life draining addiction has reared it's ugly head. Would you be willing to share what happened? I won't lie...I want to know so I know what to look for. But maybe it would help you to dissect what happened.

We know that you can get sober...so give it another go!

[NoSugar]

44 days so and now back to the pit

Don't worry about letting us down, Rahul. This is about you. So stop drinking NOW and don't let this get out of hand. Dump any that you have bought and don't buy more. Get on MWO and post instead of drinking.

This does not have to be a crash back to where you were. You can get past a mistake. But please don't make it worse.

You are worth treating yourself right.

Your friend, NS

[Irie]

44 days so and now back to the pit

No apology needed. Can you stop now? You've almost broken free... Don't give up.

[sanchez]

44 days so and now back to the pit

Hey Rahul
No apology necessary just get back on that horse. Curious too to know what triggered the setback.

I'm almost at your same number of days and tonight stopped by my brother's house and my sis in law was sitting there reading with a glass of wine by her side. My eyes went immediately to the glass and for the first time in awhile I coulda caved. I thought where did that come from. The beast that's where. Just earlier today posted how I felt the cravings were subsiding. Ha!!

Any insight after 40+ days would be helpful.
Stay strong now. Pitch anything leftover and show that horse who's boss! You can do it!

[Samstone]

44 days so and now back to the pit

Rahul
hope you are doing better. There no need to feel you've let any of us down, think of yourself above all else.
Any of us at any time can fall. I've done it many times in the past.

This time for me it is really not a matter of strength, rather a matter of whether a person drinks or not. I have been trying the idea of "I don't drink". Because it is something I don't do, I don't have to worry with it. So far this approach has been working for me.

You'll be alright, I know you'll do well beating the poisonous leech!

Sam

[free at last]

44 days so and now back to the pit

Hi Rahul,

The fact that you came back to MWO so soon indicates you really want to beat this addiction. Encourage you to make a point to post at least once a day on your progress. The regular communication helps me stay accountable to myself and others.

We are here for you.

[K9Lover]

44 days so and now back to the pit

Rahul,
Don't apologize to us...I'm sure you feel bad enough already. I'm glad you came right back and told us though. As long as you are trying you are not a failure. I had more day 1's than I can count. I made it to day 40 about 4 times and caved...until the last time where I confessed that I was nearing the edge and Lav and Byrdie and the Nest talked me out of it. I made it through my 40 day mark and have been going strong ever since. We ALL need help, I don't care who you are. So please, accept our help and stick close. You can do this and we WANT to help you! Do not beat yourself up...it's over, move on and learn from it.
K9

[broken halo]

44 days so and now back to the pit

Rahulthesweet;1558185 wrote: Hello All,

I guess I owe apology to you all ... I have let you all down especially those who supported me ... Could not be strong enough to resist have drank 3 times since last 5 days ....

Dont feel good feel fat again .... :upset:

Rahul, you don't need to apologise to anyone. You keep posting here when you can, drinking or not. No one is here to judge you. You did so wonderfully well and you can do it again. Your posts helped and encouraged others. Was it the trip that triggered it? Let us know how you are buddy. :l

[treetops]

44 days so and now back to the pit

There are two options Rahul. Keep drinking or quit. I think you know the answer. You can do it and the important thing is that you have proved this. So don't just see it as back to day 1 - it's experience you now have to really become sober ths time.
All the best

[NoSugar]

44 days so and now back to the pit

Way to hit the nail on the head TT!

Almost everyone with enough of a problem to wind up here needs to either define themselves as a non-drinker and stick to it or be prepared to continue to pour time, energy, money, health, relationships, and self-respect down the drain.

The solution is simple. Actually doing it isn't easy but it can be done and using this site is one way to accomplish the goal.

Are you back on board, Rahul? Please post here or in the nest and let us know how things are going today. What US city are you in now?

[Rahulthesweet]

44 days so and now back to the pit

Hello all

I feel so bad .. I am right now in Flagstaff, AZ . complete collapse ...(

[available]

44 days so and now back to the pit

Rahul my thoughts are with you and I hope you are okay and let us know.

Hugs from afar.

[treetops]

44 days so and now back to the pit

Sending you also lots of hugs and encouragement that you can change things. Please take care of yourself and make sure you get some rest and sleep. What seems impossible one day can change within 12 hours. We humans are not programmed robots.

very best