I am back ... with a promise

[vegan]

I am back ... with a promise

Well i'm on day 136 AF and the thought of going on holiday is still freaking me out. I've never had a sober holiday in my life. I suppose it really is ODAT. I wont be going on holiday any time soon tho. It's scary!!!
Sending hugs :l xxxx

[13sept]

I am back ... with a promise

Rahulthesweet;1562257 wrote: Hello All, came home today after 2 weeks of travelling. I went proud and sober and now after two weeks I have returned as a drunk and feel awful. I have been drinking everyday since week.

I though I could control it but I Now remember what everyone was saying on this forum. No vacation sobriety. I cannot start and stop ...

I feel crushed on my own weight and now promise to start again ... One day at a time..

I am just like you
Thought I could handle it but no......just back where I started again been on a 3day binge drink .....no idea how last night finished up ....have to wait and see if hubby's talking to me

Back again to day 1..... Hope your right byrdlsdy feel better after a couple of af days

[13sept]

I am back ... with a promise

Rahulthesweet;1562257 wrote: Hello All, came home today after 2 weeks of travelling. I went proud and sober and now after two weeks I have returned as a drunk and feel awful. I have been drinking everyday since week.

I though I could control it but I Now remember what everyone was saying on this forum. No vacation sobriety. I cannot start and stop ...

I feel crushed on my own weight and now promise to start again ... One day at a time..

I am just like you
Thought I could handle it but no......just back where I started again been on a 3day binge drink .....no idea how last night finished up ....have to wait and see if hubby's talking to me

Back again to day 1..... Hope your right byrdlady feel better after a couple of af days