Last time I posted was in July 2013. Since then I'm working 55-70 hours per week in a (at least for me) very stressful job (which will end soon, by contract - thus more stress). Today was another of about 12 in a row failed day 2 (twos). I felt great today - The AllOne Vitamin sups help me so much). You know you feel human again, so you f-up again. I need to discover the difference so that the day twos stop, and everything else starts. My goal is a Jason Vale style abstinence. I think part of of my problem is I am doing this 100 percent alone - thus I'm reaching out.
Randomly, I've been watching a series on Netflix called Revolution - the very last episode of season one was a cover of Blind Faith's song "I can't find my way home".
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VT-SFgkVlno[/video]]Steve Winwood, Eric Clapton - Can't Find My Way Home - YouTube
Please watch it - gorgeous song - Steve Winwood and Eric Clapton.
I sat there and I listened to the lyrics, and I KNEW it was written for AL and other addicts.
"COME DOWN OFF YOUR THROWN, AND LEAVE YOU'RE BODY ALONE"
"SOMEBODY HAS CHANGED"
next chorus
"COME DOWN ON YOUR OWN, AND LEAVE YOUR BODY ALONE"
"SOMEBODY MUST CHANGE"
I researched, and Steve Windwood did write it for an addicted friend.
The song will help me forever. On that note, please advise what you feel are the best hypno CD's - especially, if I woud like to use them to fall asleep without drinking (sleep inducing).
They are probably the ones on MWO, but cash is limited and I want to make the right choice.
Randomly, I've been watching a series on Netflix called Revolution - the very last episode of season one was a cover of Blind Faith's song "I can't find my way home".
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VT-SFgkVlno[/video]]Steve Winwood, Eric Clapton - Can't Find My Way Home - YouTube
Please watch it - gorgeous song - Steve Winwood and Eric Clapton.
I sat there and I listened to the lyrics, and I KNEW it was written for AL and other addicts.
"COME DOWN OFF YOUR THROWN, AND LEAVE YOU'RE BODY ALONE"
"SOMEBODY HAS CHANGED"
next chorus
"COME DOWN ON YOUR OWN, AND LEAVE YOUR BODY ALONE"
"SOMEBODY MUST CHANGE"
I researched, and Steve Windwood did write it for an addicted friend.
The song will help me forever. On that note, please advise what you feel are the best hypno CD's - especially, if I woud like to use them to fall asleep without drinking (sleep inducing).
They are probably the ones on MWO, but cash is limited and I want to make the right choice.
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