I blew it

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sorry, I blew it. 'Im in a day way

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I blew it

too

broken halo;1566667 wrote: sorry, I blew it. 'Im in a day way

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I blew it

I am such a failure

[K9Lover]

I blew it

You are NOT a failure!
Start over, that's all anybody can do. Any idea what brought it on? We are here for you dear BH...stick close ok? :l

[broken halo]

I blew it

I let everyone down

[Sake123]

I blew it

BH - You are not a failure. You made a mistake...it happens to a LOT of people here! The best thing you can do is pick yourself up...take a deep breath...try to learn from the mistake. Pay attention to what lead up to the mistake and start fresh. All any of us have is today!!

Be kind to yourself and realize that you are at the hands of a cunning and powerful affliction. Find your strength and resolve. We know you have it! And make today important!! Hang in there and lean on the fabulous people on this forum who are here to help. A lot of us depend on this forum as a life line and I find that someone here always has something that rings true with me and it helps me to stay focused on what's really important.

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I blew it

thank You

[Wine-no!]

I blew it

Oh no
I hope you're OK x
The main thing is you're posting. You can get back on track. Hugs xx

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I blew it

100 days, gone

[K9Lover]

I blew it

Those 100 days are NOT GONE! You learned a lot during that time...and it's going to help you get right back on track. Come on, you can do this!

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I blew it

not waving, drowning

Not Waving but Drowning



Nobody heard him, the dead man,
But still he lay moaning:
I was much further out than you thought
And not waving but drowning.

Poor chap, he always loved larking
And now he's dead
It must have been too cold for him his heart gave way,
They said.

Oh, no no no, it was too cold always
(Still the dead one lay moaning)
I was much too far out all my life
And not waving but drowning.


Stevie Smith

[K9Lover]

I blew it

BH - Are you drinking right now? If you are, you can stop. Pour the poison out and get some rest.

You have NO IDEA how many times I have started over. But starting over does not erase all AF days, or everything you learned, or how much you've helped people here. All ANY of us can do is live in the present...so what matters is what you do right now. And right now I hope you are not drinking and being kind to yoursef. :l:l

[Samstone]

I blew it

BH
please realize that EVERYBODY here has at one time or another caved. There is no such thing as letting everyone down. There is only caring that we have for each other and you are a big part of that.
Sam

[NoSugar]

I blew it

Those 100 days can never be taken from you.

You need to not feel sorry for yourself but to still be very kind to yourself.

Be angry at this addiction. It won a battle.

But you are alive and you came back here where there are so many people eager to help you. I don't think it can be done alone by most people. Please let us help.

You've said before that you don't want our pity or for us to make excuses for you. We're not. But we all have been through this enough to know that the thing to do right now is to let your body heal and get right back to living the joyous AF life you have been living. You can do it and even though you can't see that tonight, it will look different in the morning.

:h NS

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I blew it

I thought I won Sam, I was so wrong, I am drinking k9