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    #31
    I blew it

    I am always afraid I would feel that way, too, but I am so sure that you should come back, I will remember this if I'm ever afraid to return. We want you back. You help us and we can help you.

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      #32
      I blew it

      I help no one
      Whatever you can do or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power and magic in it! ~ Goethe

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        #33
        I blew it

        broken halo;1566818 wrote: I help no one
        Not true! You were one of the people that persuaded me to keep going and put my past failures behind me...:l
        AF since Halloween 2016

        Trying to kill my Wine Witch! :smileyb:

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          #34
          I blew it

          Hey BH stay here lovey and take each day as it comes. Its not fucking easy it is so hard to give up but dont beat yourself up about it. Did you ever think you could accomplish the days you have done? I never did and if i fail i am grateful that i was here and i did get days under my belt. Be proud you have achieved what you have and now keep going. You can do this again and you will. Take care and i am thinking of you.

          Hugs from afar
          AF free 1st December 2013 - 1st December 2022 - 9 years of freedom

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            #35
            I blew it

            BH - You have always been so encouraging, supportive and helpful to me too! Please, please go easy on yourself.:l:h

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              #36
              I blew it

              BH You have been drinking and when drinking, its sooooo easy to fall into the trap of self pity and shame. Eat and try and get some sleep. Bottom line is that you slipped, big deal we all have done just that countless times. What is important and what is a big deal is that tomorrow morning you get up and post your Day1 again. Remember, you are the same person who went 100 days. That's 10 days more than I've gone in over 25 years. 100 days takes a strong person dont you forget that.
              Happiness is neither virtue nor pleasure nor this thing nor that but simply growth, We are happy when we are growing.

              William Butler Yeats

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                #37
                I blew it

                blew it big time
                Whatever you can do or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power and magic in it! ~ Goethe

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                  #38
                  I blew it

                  We've established that you "blew it"...I wouldn't say it was BIG TIME though. You made a mistake, you choose to drink. This is not the end. It's a stumbling block along the path. Pick yourself up and keep walking towards sobriety. You can do this, you've proven that you can. Nobody here is perfect, we understand that. We all make mistakes. Let us help you get past this one. Just please do NOT disappear. We need you here.
                  :heart:I love my daughter more than alcohol:heart:

                  Believe in yourself. You are stronger than you think.

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                    #39
                    I blew it

                    I know you can do this, tomorrow you will feel better, trust me. If you want we can talk on the phone, as I don't have to work tomorrow until 1.00pm DD xxx
                    New life started on 1st May 2014, One day at a time I will work at continuing it forever!

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                      #40
                      I blew it

                      [QUOTE=Darkest Diamond;1566834]I know you can do this, tomorrow you will feel better, trust me. If you want we can talk on the phone, as I don't have to work tomorrow until 1.00pm DD xxx

                      Your pm box is full
                      Whatever you can do or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power and magic in it! ~ Goethe

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                        #41
                        I blew it

                        Darkest Diamond;1566834 wrote: I know you can do this, tomorrow you will feel better, trust me. If you want we can talk on the phone, as I don't have to work tomorrow until 1.00pm DD xxx
                        I blew it in spectacular fashion :H:H
                        Whatever you can do or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power and magic in it! ~ Goethe

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                          #42
                          I blew it

                          broken halo;1566818 wrote: I help no one
                          Not True, Halo! You're helping me right now. Last night my son screamed in my face big and loud tat he hated me as a person...blowing it with your child is really blowing it, sweetie.
                          Getting S**tFaced and not being You for awhile is not...especially with 100 days in the Bank as Wine Says.
                          Just reading your post and your honesty is keeping me from using my ol standby tool for dropping out...:l:h

                          A bath sound like a good idea
                          On My Own Way Out Since May 20, 2012
                          *If you think poorly of yourself, you can fail with a clear conscience.
                          https://www.mywayout.org/community/f11/tool-box-27556.html tool box
                          https://www.mywayout.org/community/f19/newbies-nest-30074.html newbie nest

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                            #43
                            I blew it

                            BH,get some rest tomorrow is another day,please dont go away youve helped so many people here including myself,take care of yourself and please dont dwell on the fact that you drank,its over and done learn from it,in your 100 days youve established sober habits and thoughts,you can use thosento move forward,hugs to you,ill see you tomorrow
                            I have too much shit to do today and tomorrow to drink:sohappy:

                            I'm taking care of the "tomorrow me":thumbsup:
                            Drinkin won't help a damn thing! Will only make me sick for DAYS and that ugly, spacey dumb feeling-no thanks!

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                              #44
                              I blew it

                              Hope you're ok BH. Be sure to let us know how you're doing when you can! :h
                              :heart:I love my daughter more than alcohol:heart:

                              Believe in yourself. You are stronger than you think.

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                                #45
                                I blew it

                                Don't you dare stop posting and being here with us. Yes you are a huge help to everyone. We need you. This happened. Knowledge cannot be taken away from you. You have learned so much and now you have learned something else today. No time has been wasted. This is a journey and you have taken one small step backwards but look at all the forward steps you Have take. You are so much further along the path then when you started. Please continue this journey with us.
                                No matter how far you go or how fast you run, you can't get away from yourself. ....said at an AA meeting. It stuck with me.

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