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[broken halo]

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thank you caper

[MossRose]

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bHalo - I just saw this. I'm sorry you are in a dark place, but please stay with us. You are my friend, and one of the people who has given me the most support during my darkest times. So now, we are here for you. We ALL fall. I know it's disappointing, but you will get past this. You haven't let us down, just perhaps yourself. But you can get past this. You are a strong, wonderful and caring person who is having a rough time. Lean on us. Get some sleep. And above all, be kind to yourself. You deserve it.

[dryer]

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Hey B, please come back and pickup where you left off. :h

[gambler]

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Hi Halo .. I heard you were having a difficult time last night when I got home with my yogurt but I was too tired and didnt even know what to say. Sorry I should have at least popped in here just to say Hi my bad.

Do you remember when I got here ? Im sure you do. You were one of the peeps that got me to where I am today. This isnt a popularity contest on who helps who the most though so thats not my point and you helping others should not be paramount in your AF or OWO life IMHO... so bag that downfall idea ok..

You had one day of Screw the pooch day. Im assuming that something you did or said affected someone else or you would not be feeling so bad ? If this is the case then drinking more is only going to exasserbate the issue. You already know that things are going to turn to shit fast if you continue so listen to your inner self and stop.

You do have friends here and I think that just keeping in touch here would mean a Lot to them. So please just stay in touch. I have no doubt that you will still be here though. You had the courage to make this thread so there is something inside of you that is reaching out. All you have to do is accept the help offered.

You're no newb..your a Nester ! There are going to be others that come flapping in here on one wing that just might appreciate your story.

There are other things on my mind but I gotta jam to work.

Remember though that learning from our mistakes first hand makes us stronger than hearing it from someone else.

Hang in there and I look forward to your post(s) at lunchtime

Gambler Dave with a capitol G :l

[broken halo]

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I am not going to do the guilt thing. I f**cked up. Now I have to pick myself up and get on with it. You guys are amazing. I am not going to give up. I've had amazing support from my boss at work, and a certain Mrs JC was on the phone to me this morning :l


I love being sober and I deserve to be sober. I am never doing this to myself again. Thank you for all the pm's and the encouragement. :l

[Wine-no!]

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Yay BH, I am so happy to hear you sounding positive. Put this behind you lovely, it's history now.
Hugs xx

[available]

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Dave

So well said. BH has been here for me and i am sure so many MWO peeps.

We always remember the first people that welcome us to this site and keep them close to our hearts. They kept us here at first through our struggles and the beginning of our journey. They are our mainstay, the reason why we stay here and the reason why we are the way we are today.

They are the people like K9, Brydy,Lav,Min,BH,LC,CD,you,Dottie,Mr G,3J. So many that i respect and admire and i will remember more after i post this. But everyone has made a difference in my life.

We fall but we have the support to get back up if we choose. BH will be back with a vengeance,shes a woman, she is stubborn, she loves a challenge i am sure.

[broken halo]

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lmao off at 'screw the pooch day'! Thank you Dave

[mama bear]

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Damn...I just saw this
I am so sorry for what you are going through, but you are still the same good person....
it's a new day and you just have to put one foot in front of the other....
I have "screwed the pooch" at six months, 90 days,etc.
I am not saying it's ok, but you stumble, you fall, you get up again. You slap yourself and you start over.
We are addicts and therapy has taught me we are expected to fail....it's how you learn and grow from it that matters....
hugs...

[3June2013]

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Right on broken halo! Good to see you back and feeling better.

[Samstone]

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BH
so glad you're here.
Sam

[broken halo]

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so am I Sam xx

[3June2013]

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Lots of water and a walk might help you through today BH. Wish I were closer I'd go for a walk with you!!

[NoSugar]

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Just wanted to say Hi, BHalo. Take good care of yourself today :l.

[broken halo]

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I am looking after myself and seeking help xx