I started my drinks on my US trip and thinking I can control it. And since then where ever I have traveled I have waited for an an opportunity to pop open beer cans.
Landed home after 3 days of traveling and drinking and went to the usual bar drank. Yesterday while returning from office grabbed beers. Came home changed clothes , lied that I am going for an exercise and went straight to bar. Even the alcohol shore guy recognized me "after a long time"!!
This morning I feel sick of myself. Hate myself. It will be difficult to get AL out of my system.
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