When will I have to challenge the thought of the long term. Will that send me back? Surely I can't keep this up forever? I will be stopping so much that I enjoyed. But I have to do that to avoid the huge downsides. Oh poo! The thought is too big to ponder for too long.
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Feeling so good but also so weak. Don't want to drink. No need for it. But I am taking this one day at a time, and it's a bit like driving on the motorway with your eyes shut - exciting but fearful of the inevitable pile up
When will I have to challenge the thought of the long term. Will that send me back? Surely I can't keep this up forever? I will be stopping so much that I enjoyed. But I have to do that to avoid the huge downsides. Oh poo! The thought is too big to ponder for too long.Last drink 6th September 2013Tags: None
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40 Days and 40 Nights
Softy when I ponder the long term, I think about all the things I have gained and will gain. I really, really haven't lost a single thing. I am still the same person. I still love the beach and enjoy gardening and cooking. I just don't make an ass of myself every time we go some place or have a special day.No matter how far you go or how fast you run, you can't get away from yourself. ....said at an AA meeting. It stuck with me.
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