But in truth I am suffering badly today. Drink gave me a reason to live. Something to look forward to. I don't want a drink but I have nothing without it.
Nothing to look forward to at the end of a working day. Just another four crappy days, then two crappy days off, then another five crappy days, then another two off......
Endless cycle of nothing.what the f"@k do I do without something to take the place ofbooze?
I could read - too tired
Telly - rubbish
Music - so much noise
Exercise - go in the morning too tired in the evening
Food - trying to lose weight so that's out
Work bed work bed work bed work bed work bed:upset:
Why bother..........
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