AL makes u do bad things. It makes one a selfish liar and careless person. I came back from germany this morning with a resolve that I will not drink as I am back home. Today is also my wife birthday and we had plans to go out for dinner.
What I could have done :
I could have made my wifes day by remain long sober spending good quality time with her and kids.
What I did :
I started drinking in evening at a local bar. Took my family out for dinner. Sneeked from restaurant to nearby bar ordered beer. While drinking my wife knowing me too well came there and caught me red handed.
I am a liar and I have spoiled her birthday evening. Already the trust level was so low and here I am not doing good.
But enough is enough. I decided to stop drinking. Stopped for so many days. And now I then decided to let myself drink again. But no more.
Tomorrow is my day one folks and I promise I will be here posting everyday and will embrase sobirity.
Al is not for me and I cannot control it. Last one week of daily heavy drinking proves that. Tonight prooves that.
I will standup again I will feel proud...
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