I'm in big trouble.

[MossRose]

Yep - big trouble.

[gettinitright]

I'm in big trouble.

What's up my friend??? I'm here for a few if you need me.

[broken halo]

I'm in big trouble.

Rose? Are you okay? :l I am here if you want to PM

[MossRose]

I'm in big trouble.

Not doing well tonight. Thanks.

[broken halo]

I'm in big trouble.

Then talk about it. That's what we are here for. Let it out. :h

[MossRose]

I'm in big trouble.

I hate myself right now. I really am an awful person. I try, but I always fail. That's who I am.

[little beagle]

I'm in big trouble.

No. you are not awful. This addiction is awful. You are wonderful and caring. There for someone in trouble. Keep posting.

[broken halo]

I'm in big trouble.

You are not an awful person. You are a good person with an awful disease. Like all of us. xx

[MossRose]

I'm in big trouble.

Five months. Five precious months. What was I thinking? OMG!! What was I thinking????

[little beagle]

I'm in big trouble.

The five months are not gone. The knowledge and coping skills you have learned are not lost. You have had a backwards step is all. We are still here with you.

[Samstone]

I'm in big trouble.

Mossy
It can happen to any of us. Any time. Beating yourself up won't change a thing. Try and let go of the stress and you will be ok.
Sam

[broken halo]

I'm in big trouble.

Rose, please don't drink any more. Two weeks ago after a good long almost 100 days, I drank. And boy, I really went for it. 'In for a penny' was my alkie brain's thinking. I almost killed myself. Please stop, I know it's easier said than done. That five months wasn't for nothing.

Come and have a cup of tea and a slice of pizza. All is not lost :l

[gettinitright]

I'm in big trouble.

Its ONE day. Stop now and switch to water. We are human and we stumble. Get up, dust off, and get back in the saddle.

[MossRose]

I'm in big trouble.

Thank you for your responses. I am lost again. But hope to find my way back. I won't post again, until I feel I deserve that privilege.

xx,
MR

[broken halo]

I'm in big trouble.

Right now us when you should post Rose. That's what we are all about. Just keep posting and stay with us. I remember how when I lapsed the good people here posted to my drunken thread, the pm's, the encouragement, the love.

It really helped. Please don't withdraw, we are the only people who understand.