I am full blown alcoholic. I drink so much every day that you can probably think I should be dead. At least 750ml of Vodka plus so many beers I cannot account for.
I need help. I know. It is my all fault and I do not deny it, but...
But every time i need help and I end up in hospital they just let me go with 1 or HALF valium pil.
I am so angry. I am angry about myself and angry about the system. I pay so much in taxes(alcohol, ciggies) that I believe that I should get a better treatment.
I know it is my fault, buy I pay for my stupid decisions in taxes. Please help me.
When I wake up I shake so much I am unable to go downstairs. My wife brings me something so I can drink and go down. It is not normal.
Doctors will not help me (they said all vital signs are good). Please advise
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