proof AL is bad

[Rahulthesweet]

Hello Nesters,

I have now the proof AL makes you blind. Does not make you think logically.
For those who know me here I have been drinking for more than 10 years. Then stayed sober for about 45 days. During these days I realized how scewed up life I had. I learned to appreciate life with AL. And life was great absolutely great. I used to feel great about myself. Reward myself every with chocolate for not drinking also to kill cravings.

Then Al brain kicked in and convinced me I have solved the people. I can drink moderately and on special occasion. And when I started this didnt stop. Yesterday night I blacked out after having 14 pints of beer. But that's exactly I did day before and a day before that !

This morning reading all the posts here my mind and body is shouting me to go back to the heaven of sobirity.

How stupid can AL make how it can make me blind. I know have the proof to convince myself to start my day 1. I will. Or drink today. For anyone reading this join me on this battle. Knowledge is bliss ... And I know AL is bad.

See you on the other side in few days when clouds will clear and I will be in heaven of sobriety.

[Samstone]

proof AL is bad

Now you're talking Rahul. Keep posting, checking in, you're in control.
Sam

[I'm Strong and in Control]

proof AL is bad

You know you can do it - what do you have to lose - except misery and shame? Don't pick up the drink.

[Samstone]

proof AL is bad

Rahul
I missed this part of your post I know have the proof to convince myself to start my day 1. I will. Or drink today.
don't give in to the beast that wants to control you. If you can't tell that rascal to f..k off it will keep f..king you. I know you have in the past beat it and enjoyed being sober. Recapture that memory, embrace it, swim in it, allow yourself to feel that good that comes from being hangover free.
Sam

[paulywogg]

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Its a piece of shit rahul! i went on a rampage after 40 days sober,i think i drank more than i ever drank couldnt get high,best to leave it behind for good,what did we get for relapsing?only misery see you when you feel better

[K9Lover]

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You can do this Rahul! You've now seen clearly the truth about AL....it's evil! You are too good to be caught in it's clutches. You are strong, don't doubt yourself. Remember how bad AL makes you feel, and how great it feels to be sober. It's the difference between night and day. There's no shame in starting Day 1...we've all done it many times. Hang in there friend!

[Guitarista]

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Go for it Rahul. I'm in your corner buddy.

G bloke.

[SoberSoul]

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Rahul, we have to subject ourselves to that misery a number of times before we get the monkey off our backs forever. Stay strong and keep rereading your own words. You are where you need to be by hanging around here. Stay close.

[3June2013]

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Rahul your body has had enough. Give it some peace, you will feel so much better.

[MossRose]

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Rahul, I remember clearly your posts when you were sober. You were so happy and enjoying your life. Grab on to that feeling. Don't let go. You can do this.