Hi
Doing ok today. No drinking since Sunday night, so that should make me feel good. Still though, I feel terrible. I'm trying to keep busy, stay positive and thing of small goals to set for myself each day. It's Wednesday and usually by now I would have had a plan into place about how I would spend my weekend partying. Instead now I feel I have nothing. I keep replaying drunken moments over and over in my head. Put up the Christmas tree last night which triggered a memory of past drunken holidays. Really can't remember a holiday or special occasion without me drinking. Feeling sad that kids see it. Any suggestions on how to move on from a haunting past? For now I'll keep reading and trying to take care of myself.
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