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    I Hate you Alcohol !

    I hate you Al
    Y did you even come to my life
    I am sick of drinking you every day till I collapse
    I am sick of head aches
    I am sick and tired of waking up in middle of night with dry throat
    I am so sick of feeling hung and guilty every morning I wake up
    Why did you come to my life
    U are not my friend
    You are like a parasite who is hanging on to me and sucking my life away
    Life is good, challenging, exiting, and here I am wasting it away on you
    Every day I spend 2 to 3 hours on you
    And what you give me in return is more despair, guilt
    God has given me gift of life, this body, my family
    And I am simply destroying it by having you.
    If just hate you ... You are the worst thing that happened to me.
    I will kick out of my system
    You just wait and watch:elk:
    I have you as you are nothing but the poison
    I have had enough of you ....
    Good bye and I don't want to drink you again !!
    Rahul
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    Rewiring my brain ... done ...
    Updating brain "attitude" firmware ... done ...
    Rebooting ... done ...
    Restarted program called "Life" ... started successfully ...

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    I Hate you Alcohol !

    Rahul,

    What a great post.
    You know what you have to do. You've been here before. Do it for you, do it for your family.
    Stay strong, friend.

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      #3
      I Hate you Alcohol !

      Welcome aboard....I think we all share your feelings about AL
      Living on Planet Sober since 05/02/11




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        #4
        I Hate you Alcohol !

        Rahul, Thanks so much for that post. I to hate al so much. It has taken so much from me and given nothing in return. Best of luck with your quit.

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          #5
          I Hate you Alcohol !

          Great post Rahul!

          If alcohol were a person, none of us would allow it into our lives...but in liquid form, we seem to accept it readily. Remember this post when you feel tempted. AL has lied to you, stolen from you, robbed you of health and happiness, and taken your self-esteem. It's time to say NO MORE. You can do this! Stick close to us...we can help! :l
          :heart:I love my daughter more than alcohol:heart:

          Believe in yourself. You are stronger than you think.

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            #6
            I Hate you Alcohol !

            Thanks all for your replies and posts !! God bless you all
            Rahul
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            Rewiring my brain ... done ...
            Updating brain "attitude" firmware ... done ...
            Rebooting ... done ...
            Restarted program called "Life" ... started successfully ...

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              #7
              I Hate you Alcohol !

              Rahul...wonderful post. Thank you for this! I hope you don't mind if I steal your poem, but I will not plagiarize! Just wanna post in my journal. Thanks again.
              Sometimes what you're most afraid of doing is the very thing that will set you free.

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                #8
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                Thank you. Great post. I often wonder the same thing. I feel like, when I am drinking, alcohol takes an active 2 or 3 hours a day away from me. But it's actually more like 12 to 14 hours. 2-3 hours drinking, 6 to 8 hours wasting away on a hangover and guilt. A couple of hours promising yourself never again. A couple of hours changing your mind and planning your evening for the next round. Every day. Ugh!

                Thank goodness I have gotten past that Groundhog Day for the last couple of months.

                Rahul, good luck to you. This is a great place.

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                  #9
                  I Hate you Alcohol !

                  Must possess strong will to implement all of these instructions
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                    jaklin girl;1599051 wrote: Must possess strong will to implement all of these instructions
                    How RUDE and DISRESPECTFUL you people are!
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                    The very best to you Rahul.
                    If your 8 year old self met you, would they be proud?
                    Rejoined life 20/5/19

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                      #11
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                      Rahulthesweet;1597660 wrote: Thanks all for your replies and posts !! God bless you all
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                        #12
                        I Hate you Alcohol !

                        How are you today Rahul?
                        I have too much shit to do today and tomorrow to drink:sohappy:

                        I'm taking care of the "tomorrow me":thumbsup:
                        Drinkin won't help a damn thing! Will only make me sick for DAYS and that ugly, spacey dumb feeling-no thanks!

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                          #13
                          I Hate you Alcohol !

                          Not so good ... Went for a concert with my wife ... Sneeked out and drank.. Hate myself ...
                          Rahul
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                          Rewiring my brain ... done ...
                          Updating brain "attitude" firmware ... done ...
                          Rebooting ... done ...
                          Restarted program called "Life" ... started successfully ...

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                            #14
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                            Hi Rah

                            I think i got over all the day 1's and we really need to get it into our heads that we dont need al we only think we do. It is so hard to do but eventually you will hate yourself that much you will just stop the al and then start to like yourself again.

                            You will get there stay positive. You keep on here and to me that means that you are determined to give up the poison and piss it off. When i thought i could moderate i stayed away from here and i was just doomed for failure. Alkies cant moderate and the support on here is just wonderful.
                            AF free 1st December 2013 - 1st December 2022 - 9 years of freedom

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                              #15
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                              Rahul, I hate Al too.
                              I hate the life it has stolen.
                              But I'm living my life al free for the first time in 20 years. A night and day difference.
                              You can win this war.
                              No matter how far you go or how fast you run, you can't get away from yourself. ....said at an AA meeting. It stuck with me.

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