Al I don't want you

[Rahulthesweet]

AL I dont want you
I want to be among you guys as a sober member
I want to be among by friends as a "friend"
I want to be a badminton player as my friends used to treat me as a"player"
I want to be treated as serious Supplier by my customers
I want to be a respected as a good boss
I want to be respect
I want to be loved
I want to be accepted
I want myself to treat myself with respect
I so want to be sober
I so want to leave AL but can't
I so want to enjoy my life
I so want to be what I can be to full of my potential
I so want to leave this poison
I so want to live
I so much want to cherish every moment life has to offer
I want to be there for my family ...
I so want to enjoy music
I so want to be heathy
I so want to feel fresh
I want to look good
I so want ppl to like me
I so much want to change
I must do it
I have to be sober
I must be sober
But y can't I be ?
I dont want the guilt
I want to act responsibility
I want to live but not like this
I want to change
I will change
Al please go away I dont want you ...
I dont want to hate you or love u
I just don't want to have u ....