I came on here over Xmas as things were spiralling out of control & I'd hurt & upset my husband. As I said before ....things were really bad for me some 4or 5 years ago, I gave up all alcohol for 3 years & then slowly slipped right back down to the bottom over the next 2 years.
I last had a drink on New Year's Eve after my husband said he couldn't cope any longer with the episodes. We made a plan of a dry house until our 2yr anniversary in February & then see how we both felt from there. I thought these last 18 days would make me feel better but they haven't. Don't get me wrong , I feel better every morning but inside me I feel I pushed hubby too far & maybe no amount of days/years or not drinking can repair that.
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I last had a drink on New Year's Eve after my husband said he couldn't cope any longer with the episodes. We made a plan of a dry house until our 2yr anniversary in February & then see how we both felt from there. I thought these last 18 days would make me feel better but they haven't. Don't get me wrong , I feel better every morning but inside me I feel I pushed hubby too far & maybe no amount of days/years or not drinking can repair that.
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