Anyways, I am on Day 16. And I am doing pretty good, there are some days where I don't really mind that I'm not drinking. Of course not a day goes by right now where I don't think of it in some way...but I am feeling okay, optimistic. Just...okay...but, I don't want to get ahead of myself. Am I getting ahead of myself? Am I riding on some pink cloud right now? Or is it because this time I am ready...for some reason that voice is still telling me that someone in the future I will have some drinks and blablabla but than I check myself and say, just focus on today. One day at a time, and today I'm not drinking.
I don't want to self-sabotage.
I am keeping busy. I try and stick as close as I can to these boards. I am studying for school, working full time. Taking care of myself, my partner, my doggies. I'm reading as much as possible on alcohol, cravings, alcoholism, nutrition to help with the cravings and getting my body back on track.
I just wanted to make sure how other people felt at 16 days...and if I am on the right track.
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