Here I am again after a few Days AF, have taken the Day off work after getting totally Shit Faced last night by myself and headed straight to the bottle shop and am now drinking Guinness at 9am.
I'm just about at the end of my tether, AL is ruining any chance of me achieving what I want and leading a happy, meaningful life.
I'm not in crisis, this has been an ongoing problem for years so I accept what is happening.
I really need to overcome this problem, I have done lots of counselling and so understand my problem, I can get clean with a week of tapered Valium.
But I haven't stayed sober more than 10 days in the last ten years.
I run my own business, have good friends and go to yoga or the gym almost every night, I eat only healthy food and look after myself ... AL seems totally out of place for my life style.
I am single and bored and it seems that I use AL to kill time when I am bored shitless...
Rant finished now....
May the road rise up to meet you,
May the wind be always at your back,
May the sun shine warm upon your face,
May the rain fall soft upon your field,
And until we meet again,
May God hold you in the hollow of his hand
St Patrick's Words.
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