This week I started taking the drug Antabuse as I had no will power to niot have my standard few wines/ half bottle or week end full bottle per night.
This is day 4 and I avoided going to a wake for fear that I might have had a wine, which I am hankering for.
I am so cranky with myself for having to control my drinking with drugs.
I can hear my other self already telling me that I don't really drink that much.
In fact today I didn't take the quarter tablet that I am starting on so I would be able to drink on the week end.
I'm in conflict with myself .
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