Here I am sitting in airline lounge drinking my poison.
feeling FAT, drunk, and not in control...
a silver frequent flyer and workaholic ..
my son complained "Dad ! why are you travelling again ... dont go !"
atleast he missed me ... made me happy.
I know he missed me now
he never missed me earlier as I was always drinking.
just 44 days of no booze ... made me spend time with him...
he fell in love with me when everyone found me "boring"
and now while i leave he miss me ...
And then I just saw a mid aged small guy came escorted by 2 lounge guys
must be a senator status frequent flyer !
Wow What service he is getting ...
Slim from tip, fit, confident ... must be travelling a lot !!
and guess what is he having ...
tea !
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Life about choices .... I have made wrong one
but i promise myself I will come on track...
I will be sober ...
forever....
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OK I posted the above message back in October 2013 last year : https://www.mywayout.org/community/f1...ces-81870.html
Today I am at the same lounge, sitting at the same seat, taking the same flight, going to same place (Germany) BUT drinking pepsi and FEELING GRATEFUL !! And look at my earlier post ...
LIFE IS about the choice we make ... and today I choose to be SOBER .... strong, grateful, happy .... !! and look at the state my mind at that time ... guilty, depressed, obsessed, trapped, unhappy, sick, fat .... etc etc ...
I am sooooo glad to be sober ....
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