Hi all. thought i'd get started with a bang and say thanks for being here. on the meds and supps now and day 3 is just a sleep away. wahooo. this is scarey and yet if i see you all doing it i know it simply is possible. i'm ordering that kudzo tomorrow. and i need to allow for the topa to kick in. so here we go..... the motivating factor for me is all the lost time drinking that i could actually be productive and then the time after i'm so fuzzed out. i really want to be a productive human being and in life not hiding away from life. i'd like to be a participant not a number. so maybe reality is what i just need to get used to. stop thinking it is something other than what it is.
there is much i need to do and drinking doesn't seem to be on my planner at the moment. lol so seems that all this wine i consume has gotta go. i've weaned it down from everyday to 3 days a week but even that is too much. thanks for listening
barbie
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