I am new to posting on websites but am very glad to have found this one! I live in the UK I have two daughters who I absolutely adore and have been married to my husband for 15 years, I have recently made myself face up to the fact that my drinking is out of control now. The last ten years have had their ups and downs, two near fatal illnesses that my husband and I underwent nearly left my children without parents, my daughter was diagnosed with a serious cardiac problem which we are still working through and terrifies me plus the pressures of running our own business. Drinking of an evening let me forget the stresses and helped me to sleep.
It has got out of hand now though, I feel it is damaging my health, although no-one knows I have this issue as I am so careful to hide it even when I am feeling wretched, but I need to take control for my childrens sake. I can go for days without drinking if I make myself but then binge drink, drinking in moderation is just something I don't seem to be able to do. My mother was an alcoholic, no excuse, but I wonder if there is any truth in the genetic line of thought.
Anyway, I can't tell you how thrilled I was to find this site and couldn't beleive how many people (and Mums) were going through the same thing and that there is such support and hope whilst being able to remain private as such.
I have ordered the starter pack, book, CD's etc, have Topomax just arrived (am waiting for other things first) and am a bit scared about taking that if I'm honest. Whilst waiting for my order I went to Holland and Barret and bought B Complex L Glutamine and Kudzo tablets to make a start and am hoping to crack this.
Is anyone else starting on Topomax and does anyone have any advice on this?
Hope to hear from you.
Rosie C
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