Now hanging in at the one week mark, but that's no real feat for me (due to work patterns, I've done that same period scores of times in the past several years; it's remaining AF for two weeks or more that's a huge challenge.)
Where I live there are several AA groups, but none of the alternative types like Smart Recovery, Rational Recovery, etc., and I'm a bit frustrated by that. I won't let it stop me, though. I'll just have to rely more on support and ideas from on-line sources, like MWO and any others folks here can suggest.
The biggest hurdle, as I've experienced in every period of sobriety before, is that I'm exhausted from sleep deprivation, and my resolve then weakens...None of the herbal sleep remedies seem to have much effect, and even a Rx from my doc for Ambien didn't prevent restless sleep or keep my zonked out for more than four or five hours. This really is the worst part of getting sober, the thing I dread most.
Anyway, it's good to be back, and it's inspiring to read how others have made the journey to sustained sobriety.
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