I'm back again

[musomatt]

Hi everyone. I am back again after abjectly failing my 26 days. I fell off the wagon on day 10. Anyway, monday morning, after a heavy weekend... well I reckon actually 10 days in succession. Funny that my mood last time i visited the forum, on the 27th January was 'exhausted'. That is how I feel now. I also underlines just how many months go by without me even noticing. Still running, and in fact managed a 10k last week in 51.14. Anyway, I am in that mode again of deciding to live an alcohol free life. I am 42 and it is time. Liver ache and tight chest every day. My whole karma isn't right and I am feeling this is the beginning of a downhill slide. Anyway, I feel at home on my way out. I know I'm with people who understand. x

[available]

I'm back again

Hi Muso and welcome back. It is draining and exhausting drinking, all the planning and executing and being drunk, then being hungover, to do it all again and again. Good on you for running though and just imagine sober and running, the potential is endless. Head over to the newbies nest and settle in and keep reading and posting. You hold onto those 26 days and you will ever regret being and staying sober. I dont have one regret at all after 9 months and i never want to drink again. Thats what is so good about mwo nothing like an alky to understand another alky.

[musomatt]

I'm back again

Thanks available. I last was sober for 2 years in 2008-2010 but I've been drunk so many times in the pas four years that I can't remember what life was like on the other side. Heading over to the newbies nest.

[Pinecone]

I'm back again

Hi Musomatt, I remember you posting last year. I'm glad you made your way back here. AF life has so much to offer. I hope to see you around!

[musomatt]

I'm back again

I went away on work last night. Spent an evening with friends. Drank water. Went to bed early. Woke up alive and feeling bloody great. Day 4 all but over. Home with the kids, and feeling proud. I am looking forward to the gym tomorrow morning, and especially looking forward to getting into recording some new songs on Friday evening. Tomorrow is yes... Day 5. Bring it on.

[musomatt]

I'm back again

:H:H:H:new: sorry just thought i'd try out some emoticons as i'm in a happy mood. x

[See the Light]

I'm back again

Whatever it is about all those little kooky smiling faces that makes everyone feel better, it seems to work. I feel better myself today already. Congrats on your 4 AF days and making a comeback. May this time be the one that sticks forever?.

[available]

I'm back again

keep it going Muso, we are all for happiness and smiles, there never seems to be much of that drinking. have a great one.