For those of you who may not be familiar with my story, i had a really bad withdraw which resulted in major DT's including Hallucinations, insomnia, terrible shakes etc. I tried going to ERs but didn't get any help there.
Things got really bad from the last time i posted here. I couldn't sleep for days due to the audible hallucination. It was like a rock band was playing in my head 24 7. This lasted about 7 days.
Due to the frustration i tried drinking again which made things worse. 44 days ago i believe i hit rock bottom and something just clicked and i haven't wanted to touch a drink again. This is the first time i have celebrated the holidays without alcohol.
For those of you wanting to quit, please listen to that voice. It knows where the beast is taking you and its just ringing alarm bells. It will only get worse. I haven't had long-term success quitting but i know i can do this especially after what i went through.
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