For the last year or so I have been dabbling at various methods to help me quit. I think what I really need to do was set a date and make a commitment. I don't think my personality is suited to AA, but it maybe be an option in the future.
I have been reading a lot about EMDR and find it fascinating. It has a protocol for addiction. I am still trying to find an EMDR practioner in my area that specializes in substance abuse. I have been practicing on myself using the EMDR Protocols with Isochronic youtube videos that have the light moving back and forth. I realize that is not the best option but it will do until I find a practioner. I only drink at night so I have been substituting alcohol with grapefruit sparkling water or ginger tea. I am increasing my exercise to every day (especially yoga). Big Mind meditation. Some NLP techniques (especially the Compulsion BlowOut and Core Transformation). I have been thinking a lot about liver damage. I been looking at photos of alcoholic livers on the internet and wondering how bad mine is. I feel a sensitivity in my chest and wonder, is that my liver or pancreas? How bad are my organs after decades of drinking? I plan on making a doctor's appointment for a check up soon.
My last component is that I need to get more involved in life, find a passion. Maybe windsurfing, sailing, volleyball, yoga. I need more of a moving toward goal.
I think my biggest challenge is... what do people do at night if they don't drink? That sounds crazy, but that has been my hobby. I think what I seek my drinking is comfort (an escape from anxiety, frustration, etc). So I have been watching TV, eating cheese and crackers, reading a spy novel and playing a silly computer game.
That's is for me, for now. It's only day 3. Keeping my fingers crossed.
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