Fell into the hole again but not giving up this time.

[rednose]

Someday I will walk down another street.

“I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost... I am helpless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I am in the same place.
But, it isn't my fault.
It still takes me a long time to get out.

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in. It's a habit.
My eyes are open.
I know where I am.
It is my fault. I get out immediately.

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

I walk down another street.”

rednose :cuss:

[little beagle]

I vote to walk down another street.

[NoraC]

Not sure if this is going to post but wanted to share one of my posts. You are not alone.....

https://www.mywayout.org/community/showthread.php?31654-Nora's-journey&p=1079130&highlight=sidewalk#post1079130

Hole in the Sidewalk

[Byrdlady]

Getting sober is a skill, Rednose....it is learned. You can do this. Dig your heels in and say NO MORE. Byrdie

[Doggygirl]

Never stop working at this. When you finally break free of AL's ball and chain, every bit of this pain and frustration will have been worth it.

DG