Maybe it was when I was so young and didn’t understand you
Or maybe I first fell love on that day of the wedding when I first touched you
As you touched my lips it was indeed a beginning of love
People say there is no such thing as love at first …
But for me you indeed were.
My love, you have been there with me in thick and thin
good and bad times
despair, sorrow I knew I can always be with you.
I have tough times in my life, family problems,
problems with work, extreme tensions
but you have been there … always
I so cannot imagine my life without you
The idea of you not in my life is in imaginable !!
If there is such thing as a soul mate ...
You indeed are mine ..
Who else has patience to company me
on my travels, give pat on my back when I need most
I am so much in love with you !
I recalled the lowest moments in my life
when I felt the world should explode
or the earth should open and consume me
but you kept me going …
you stood by me ...
while no one else did !
I loved you so much ..
but you cheated me ..
you fooled me ..
I gave myself to you ..
and you took my life ..
literally sucked my life out ..
Why ? Why ??
Today I regret the first member when I had you
I feel pity to all those whom you flirt with
all those who are trapped by you back magic !
Why ? Why do you exist ?
Like all those who decided me you too were no less
Last year has been so tough ...
I didn’t have you ..
But I survived, I flourished, prospered !
I dont hate you … I can never hate you
You have been alway by first and true love..
My love for you was pure …
but you were not ...
not deserving my love and attention.
When I see you flirt with others
I dont have any emotions : no anger, love, jealousy, hunger
I have moved on , for good !
I dont miss you … but I miss the times ..
Not the moments which I wasted on you
But the ones which I could have had with life !!
I will love you … I always will ..
But I know that you and me are not for each other.
I see you everyday …
But I am strong now …
I dont have to resist you ...
I am so over you …
Soon I will be 500 days ...
My life like a bed of roses
as they smile when the first drop of rain touches them
or the butter fly which gets exited seeing fresh aroma of roses
I compare my life today to fresh colors rainbow
or the purity of the white sand of a love beach someone in pacific
freshness of air when I felt when I climbed on top of swiss mountain
I am reborn …
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