I need some accountability!!!

[Running4life]

Hi All:
Anyone else out there struggling with being accountable? I have been trying to quit AL for some time.
I have used Antibuse off and on and it is a useful tool only if you take it on a regular basis.
Unfortunately, the demons keep talking to me and telling me I don't need it and I can control AL myself.
So I don't take it for a few days and then BAM here we go again.
I really need to get off this roller coaster. I lead an active life but lately I don't feel like running or biking.
This morning I just slept through my gym time. This can't keep going on.
I tried to have my husband get on my case about taking it but he has failed miserably.
My Councellor was supposed to text me daily but hasn't.
I am hoping that maybe some of you are going through the same thing and we can help each other.
I have to beat this demon somehow.
Let's do this together!!!!

[satz123]

Hi R4L
I am going to be honest and say what I am getting from your post
- if you stop AB you are doing so to drink. It is a deterrent and it worked for me taking it every 5-7 days because it stays in your system that long.
- you are blaming your husband for not reminding you
- you are blaming your Councillor for not ringing you

So you need to decide when are you going to take control yourself and be accountable to YOU ?
Come over to the Army where we support those serious about getting drinking under control and make a plan to get AF in their own time and in a way that suits them.