I am so sorry you are hurt and broke,
But I want to tell you I am here.
You know very well I am a addicted brain
I was so much lost into Alcohol that,
I took you for granted,
I took everyone for granted
The only thing I thought of doing for last 10 years
was just to drink
But you where there
as a loyal friend
never questioning
never asking
just taking be back
safely ...
I have been through worse times,
Hell !
when I was drinking life felt like hell.
and I thought Booze was a break
I commanded you to take me to booze shops
I urged you to take me to nearest bar
I even told you to step behind that car
but you always obeyed
never questioned
then I gave up AL,
and initially life was a mess
What I thought was life .... was a lie
But then I hung on ...
you helped me ...
those morning walks, evening runs
brought me fresh breath and life into me
We learned new things
You took me to new places
high up in mountains
deep in seas
lovely beaches
all that helped ...
then we learned new sports
cycling ...
gave me what I was missing ...
a natural high ...
You still followed my instructions to paddle
and we went along ...
hilly or off roads,
crowded streets
in cold or hot climate
You were strong ...
And it all helped me to recover
from this ugly addiction I had
Now you are broken,
But you hang on there,
I am here for you,
I will make sure that I get
all the cells in this body to you
to heal ...
We have purified our body together
got rid of toxis and poisons
removed so much negativity
I will bring all that to you,
you take rest and heal
dont you worry I am here
your loyal friend,
just like you were there I am here too,
You WILL recover,just like you always help me to,
Just lets those muscle relax, let that bone heal,
I know it gets depressing,
I too feel so bad,
kinda remind me of old days ,
When I was trapped,
But then I think even though I cant walk
I am FREE ...
FREE to choose ...
I choose not to drink ...
even in this misery ....
I choose to HEAL YOU ...
Soon we will walk,
will cycle,
will climb the tallest mountain
you just hand in there.
Your best friend,
Recovering Brain
We choose t
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