What is going to make this time last for the rest of my life?
Will reminders do it? .......
* Cans in Cupboards
* Black Out - Once SHOULD be enough to scare you straight!!
* Spouse saying ... "I don't actually see you ever actually quitting"
* Your Child telling you straight up you are an Alcoholic.
* The things you've SAID while under the influence ..... the note in the mail box topping the list.
and on, and on, and on the list could go.
Will looking in the Mirror do it? .....
* Spongey puffy face
* The distended abdomen
* The Extra Weight that clings because of the Al consumption and the hunger that arrives after drinking.
* The yellowed foggy eyes
* The skin eruptions
Will promises of a great future do it? .......
* Waking up clean and clear
* Going to bed each night with the relief of knowing you didn't drink
* Being able to actually "get things done" every single day, because my time is not squandered away drinking and being anything but productive.
* Being about to look my kids and spouse in the eye and "KNOW" (not "say", because we all know our words mean nothing to our family) that I am not
drinking.
* Knowing that NO MATTER WHAT LIFE THROWS AT ME, that the drinking option is OFF THE TABLE.
Because this post could go ON and ON in this vain .... I'll S-T-O-P here. That is .... I'll STOP drinking. Because these things I've listed above are ENOUGH reason.
Today is ... Day One ... of the rest of my life.
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