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    Stimulus - Response - Reward

    I've been battling weekly social binge drinking for a decade now. It has been a crutch. At first, I was unaware, it was a bit of fun. In recent years I have bounced between wanting to change and numbing myself to the problem.

    I have been reading a lot on change and change psychology. In particular the stimulus-response-reward cycle has become prominent in my thoughts.

    My stimulus for drinking = too much self talk/mental chatter, often in the negative - especially in social situations/with new people.

    Response = drink far too much

    Reward = numbing out to social anxiety/negative self talk

    Long term effect = even worse self talk/lower energy to deal with it.

    My thoughts now, do I need to see a psychologist/therapist about my mental chatter? Do I have OCD tendencies, extreme social anxiety, paranoia? Or does complete abstinence with a sensible countering plan improve my symptoms?

    #2
    Good Afternoon South Londoner

    I find that most alcoholics have OCD traits, it is part of thier make up tbh - You do not appear to be any different from many of us with the anxiety/reward/remorse cycle

    Have you been to see your GP and what methods do you think are out there that might suit you?

    BTW I was born in Sydenham before moving to the East End when I was young, not particulaly interesting I grant you but true

    Regards


    Bacman
    I am not a Doctor - I am an alcoholic.
    Thoughts expressed here are my own, often poorly put together and littered with atrocious grammar and spelling.

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      #3
      Hi,

      I found that that chatter became remarkably softer once I quit drinking. Amazing - even though I wouldn't have believed it before - how much alcohol contributed to my anxiety. I also got help quitting with talk therapy which helped me understand myself. Work and reading here and other places helped me understand what I would feel (bad) as I was quitting at first, and to develop other coping strategies for when I do feel like I'm battling myself.

      Hope this helps.

      Pav

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        #4
        I shared some ideas I got from my therapist during my last medical detox shortly after being discharged in March. It may be helpful to you. You can read it here: https://www.mywayout.org/community/ju...e-process.html
        First, a man takes a drink, then the drink takes a drink, then the drink takes the man. --Chinese proverb

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          #5
          Thanks for the input - I guess a big part of this is realising that so many people are like us - we are not freaks, and suffering in the dark only makes things 10 times worse.

          I realise I must make sacrifices for a while - avoidance techniques being a must when it comes to alcohol, to rewire the brain to new stimulus-responses.

          I realise that in situations with lots of people that are new to me, and drink is available, I will use drink as crutch. So I must avoid these.

          The problem is, I have run out of 'excuses'. For instance, tonight I am meant to be at an engagement party of a friend. But, I already know that if I go I will drink. Plain and simple. I've used plenty of excuses in the past to opt out of such events in the past - but never avoided them long enough to give me a chance to rewire (I now have the awareness to realise what needs to be done).

          What to do in such a situation? I can't keep putting this off. The effort and commitment has to be made to build a new life. Every time I use drink it is letting me now, on a deeper level, that I can escape when I want - I can become someone else. Which only creates inconsistency with my life values.

          It seems like 'only one night'. But I know it isn't, it drips on with time. Maybe it's the ego in me, thinking that I need to be there. But I've cancelled going to these events plenty of times.

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            #6
            Hey all,

            I find the stimulus part the hardest part of addiction. I have to do my upmost to stop as soon as possible at this part or it will wear me down & I give in.

            Social events where people will be drinking will just add more pressure so do whatever it takes to avoid when your still feeling vulnerable & in time it gets easier.

            Hope you managed ok S.Londoner
            To see a world in a grain of sand
            And a heaven in a wildflower.
            Hold infinity in the palm of your hand,
            And eternity in an hour.

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