I have been reading a lot on change and change psychology. In particular the stimulus-response-reward cycle has become prominent in my thoughts.
My stimulus for drinking = too much self talk/mental chatter, often in the negative - especially in social situations/with new people.
Response = drink far too much
Reward = numbing out to social anxiety/negative self talk
Long term effect = even worse self talk/lower energy to deal with it.
My thoughts now, do I need to see a psychologist/therapist about my mental chatter? Do I have OCD tendencies, extreme social anxiety, paranoia? Or does complete abstinence with a sensible countering plan improve my symptoms?
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