I have 2 40's, 1.14litres x 2 of vodka. So tempted but I am resisting. I bought one on a bad day yesterday and another today because I've got unresolved issues going on that I cannot accept yet. Uncracked. Put it where I would never find it; that used to work! Bought another out of sheer habit. Neither has been cracked. I have lost everything I loved in my life because of that substance. Its staring at me because I know its there even though it's hidden. Even hidden on myself (Or i tried). I know what comes from it; but I know where it is because I've been sober for so long that i cannot forget anymore. Oh the days I used to forget. I used to forget where I put something for days and it would drive me nuts. I don't forget anymore. Anyone with any advice how to manage it? I know return it. Pour it down a sink, smash it... sell it to another AL on a bank holiday. Lots I could do with it. i just pray I do not drink it.
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Re: I have 80oz of vodka.
Pour it out, E. You don't need it or actually want it. How about you do that now and come back and post when you're done? I bet you'll feel good for taking charge and not giving up your power.
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K let you know when I'm back. I've done this before so its not that hard."Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid." - Albert EinsteinComment
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Re: I have 80oz of vodka.
Damn one of them is hidden in a place my family will figure it out. So that one will be smashed."Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid." - Albert EinsteinComment
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Hey there - so you want to talk about what's going on? Maybe it will help.
We are here for you.
"Only I can change my life. No one can do it for me.".....Carol Burnett
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AF - 7-27-15Comment
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Re: I have 80oz of vodka.
Are you smashing both of them?"Only I can change my life. No one can do it for me.".....Carol Burnett
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AF - 7-27-15Comment
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Re: I have 80oz of vodka.
Well the empty bottle is gonna suck to get rid of. The other I cannot touch for a couple more minutes. The one is poured out but i have the empty bottle now to get out of the house. The other will take some time to get too without causing craziness. Whats going on is having to accept the woman I am completely in love and committed to is now dating another man. So I'm a little distressed. But so far managed. Sigh 1 down. Next to get too."Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid." - Albert EinsteinComment
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Re: I have 80oz of vodka.
Done with the second. Its gone. I live next to a park. Smashed into a waste barrel."Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid." - Albert EinsteinComment
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Re: I have 80oz of vodka.
Plenty of people would have taken it from me i'm sure but I know how much pain it causes. I was cursed the last time I filled a toilet full of 200oz of "20+ proof" mix."Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid." - Albert EinsteinComment
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Re: I have 80oz of vodka.
I don't feel better but at least its not there."Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid." - Albert EinsteinComment
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Good job on getting rid of it!
I am sorry you are going thru all of this now."Only I can change my life. No one can do it for me.".....Carol Burnett
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AF - 7-27-15Comment
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Re: I have 80oz of vodka.
Now that's damn hard. take care friend. Incredible job getting rid of the poison.Originally posted by empyr3al View Post
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Re: I have 80oz of vodka.
Don't buy anymore, E. Leave your money and credit cards at home, ok? I'm sorry you're in such pain right now but you know drinking will only make it worse. Take care, NS
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[MENTION=23850]empyr3al[/MENTION] I'm sorry for the pain your going through! :hug: This is so hard to deal with. No wonder you don't feel well. Glad you found the strength inside to smash, dump the poison. Hope in time, your heart will mend. Good job in not letting poisonous-ethanol-alcohol pull you into a deep dark abyss.
How are you doing today? Hope your proud of yourself for dumping-smashing that nasty, lying dragon. :thumbsup:Comment
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[MENTION=11738]wild[/MENTION]lflowers I am alive. Did some tinkering that I was proud of but it wont solve what my heart is feeling. I got 10% done what I should have. I've dumped alcohol before so it wasn't that much of a big deal other than regret."Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid." - Albert EinsteinComment
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