I guess I could say three months sober, or 84 days. I kind of like going by the week thing.
And today is my birthday. No big celebration though my sister did send me some cash. Yay
I found out that my brother died because his lungs burst. Lung cancer treatment, radiation, causes
obviously serious issues with the lungs. I try not to think of how long he was terrified as he bled out.
How was aware of it since he called his wife to call 911. It wouldn't have mattered if he called them himself.
The 14 th is a memorial service.
In regard to drinking--I am starting to think about it less and less. I can see now that it just gets better and better.
Clearly because drinking would make everything worse and worse. I have a bit of a financial crisis, and I'm sure
I could make that a lot worse by drinking. That's one way to look at it--
As in " Hey things are bad because of _______(fill in blank) I think I'll throw in some alcohol and really
screw shit up." Nonsense of the highest order.
Getting through being around drinking is not hard, since I am not exposing myself to bars, or situations where
there's a lot of it. Maybe I was the only one guzzling in those situations?? LOL
Peace and love friends--
Ann
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