Thanks for the support i feel better today, a little battle scared, but still here, just sent my girlfriend a message telling her that she upset me and made me feel like i cant do anything right. She sent back that was not he intention that she just cares, I said i know you care , hope she doesnt hate me, but you guys are right either tell her or move on(i figured i better tell her dont have to many friends to move on)ha ha.
I know i am depressed really trying to overcome that, but every time i start to pick myself up something happens to knock me down again, and when you have know one to turn to, i have been going to a shink, but it costs a fortune and my daughter needs it more at the moment so i can only pay for her. I am slowly uping my antidepressants so i hope that starts to help. I will make this, and keep posting every day, havent been to good at the advice or answering anyone elses but i really dont think i can help anyone much, and i have been working so much started at 8am-11am have to go back an 3pm-9pm long day and inbetween i have to cook dinner, do house work, shopping, pets ,kids etc etc really hard to stay positive (but iam trying , at least iam to stuffed to lift a glass).
love you all till tommorrow, pray for me,and i will pray for you chilli
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