Today someone offered me a Magic Pill - they said it would:
Make me happier, nicer to my family and friends, everyone would love me;
Save me money, every week I'd have money in my purse, every month I'd have money left over in my bank;
Help me lose weight, the pounds come off no matter how much I seem to eat;
Make me more successful in my work, more alert, more efficient;
Let me achieve every goal I set myself, no matter what, I will have the energy, enthusiasm and drive.
Yes, yes, I said, I'll take the Magic Pill - but no, they said, the Magic Pill isn't something you take, it's something you don't take. So tomorrow is going to be Day 1 of (not) taking the Magic Pill - I've been here before and it didn't work out, but I'm posting this just so that every time I think the Magic Pill isn't working, I can come back and remind myself of all the benefits and all the consequences of my decision. We'll see, but I know I can't go on like this - the last bottle of the last of the summer wine is open - it'll be finished tonight, for good this time. Good luck to everyone else on this journey, damn it's hard, but it has to be worth it, eh?:thanks:
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