I think that having a black and white chart in front of me will really help me get a clear picture of my problem and then help me decide what my goals should be. It will also maybe give me an idea of triggers so that I can be aware and on guard during those times.
At this point I think I'm going to take one day at a time. And I need to try to give myself credit for all my AF dAYS rather than beating myself up for a slip. I'm scared to take any of the drugs as I have just gotten over some nightmarish years on antidepressants; Effexor was the worst - first time in my life I actually CRAVED alcohol and it eventually led me to a psychotic episode. It looks to me as if the recommended drugs have some of the same properties as antidepressants, so I'm going to make do with the supps.
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